Anyone call for a car Mechanic?

Not that I'm overly qualified but considering I don't have my own car to play with I'm a lot my car-capable than I thought I was.

So far I've de-snowed my dad's car, checked the engine hadn't *died*, checked the oil and refilled the wash bottle.

I've also for the first time ever *inserts a drum roll here* changed a headlight bulb!! Took a lot of grunting and swearing but it's done and I didn't loose a finger! Yay!!

xx

Party Time

I've got a bit of a problem...do I buy this outfit to wear to my friends 30th in just under 2 weeks? Will funk it up with blue eyeshadow and jewellary...she is called Blue funnily enough. Mucho looking forward to it....I'll be reunited with my sewer kittens :D

My only concern (and a very good one) is that I'm going to end up taking my shoes off and throwing them in the nearest bin by the end of the night.

Eeek, do I go for the blue dress or the black dress?? I'm also thinking would be a good outfit for the Ashes night at the london stone which is possibly on the cards...hmmm. Decisions, decisions.

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How I feel right now...

Tired
Bit pissed off
Tender
Upset for two of my endo angels :(
Fed up
Bored
Meh

In about two weeks time...expect an I'm in major pain post!

I've gotta go back to see my consultant on the 19th...that will be fun. I already know what they're going to say to me....go back on the pill everything will be fine - BOLLOCKS!I've been on 3 different types of pill now and none of them help. The POP just turns me into a manic depressive, the Loestrin 20 was too low a dose for hormone control and the microgynon...well that doesn't help at all. Plus I'll have a thorough prodding and poking. I'm really trying to stay upbeat about it all but the thought that I've already had two surgeries for treatment of endo and severe adhesions and I'm 22 makes me wonder just how much more can I take?

I don't know what the hell is wrong with me today, I blame PMT...I'm not normally like this :(

I do have to post this...it's a convo between me and my friend...well it made me chuckle: -

L says:
Cupotea?
Lis says:
please hon
L says:
coming up
Lis says:
yay!
L says:
tart?
Lis says:
bitch
L says:
no... do you want some
Lis says:
Yes please...and the tart :P
I knew what you meant!!
L says:
I knew what I meant too
Lis says:
what?
L says:
do you want some tart
the treacle variety not the two legged variety

So while I'm still chuckling I'm off!

4am moment of clarity

I've just had a moment of clarity and done something that's made me happier than I thought it would. I've just deleted a hell of a lot of messages from someone I thought I loved.

If you read this, thank you for the impact you had on my life last year but that chapter of my life is closed now. I'd like to say I'll always look back and be happy when I remember stuff but all those months it dragged on where we did nothing but argue will always taint the happy memories. Maybe one day we'll be 'real' friends again but until then, good luck...and leave all us poor women alone, you're a menace ;) You know I love you and part of me always will. In the mean time I'll be stealing your best friend every so often for a good gossip in Starbucks :D xxxx

Guv Love

I'm ashamed of myself. The one thing from my top weekend in London I forgot and so I'm not mentioning now is I sat on the Gene Genies knee...*melts into a huuuuge puddle of girl goo* Good Times :D

You know when you need to get something off your chest but the words just won't come out? Well I've just attempted to type something four times now and it just isn't coming out right at all.

Maybe I need to clear my head and then it will just come out. Thing is the person who I'd talk to is the one person I can't talk to right now.

Anyway...enough of that.

Went out for dinner with my Grandma and Dad tonight. It was fun. Casa Mia Grande is the modern day equivalent to Luigi's...well I think it is. You've got the Champagne Bar that leads into the restuarant. I don't know if they do Bolly at the bar, I've not looked ;) but I'd be more than happy to go and investigate. Who fancies coming with?

Bit worried about someone but I hope they know if they need to talk to get in touch. In fact there's a few people I'm worried about at the moment. January seems to be a very black month at the moment.

Sending love & hugs to my darlings who need them

xx

I can't sodding well sleep...AGAIN!!! I should be knackered after the weekends antics but I'm not...Grrrrrrrrr!! head/keyboard!!!!

Hmph, not a happy bunny!

I'm wondering if anyone reads my blog...no-one ever comments on it :(

I've done sweet f.a today and I was so tempted to open a bottle of house rubbish then realised I can't drink because of my snexy new tattoo.

Got dinner tomorrow night with my dad and grandma...oh deep joy.

I was planning on spending the day in bed with chick flicks...nay mind

xx