Wednesday, 21 January 2009

This is what my little trip got me....



Didn't even get the friction burn in a good way...see here

Still smarts now and I've got a pretty high pain threshold.

Who knew kids TV was so entertaining??

Sat in bed and my head is still half asleep, I put BBC2 on as it's the only channel that felt like playing on my freeview box and 'Mister Maker was on. For some reason my sleep deprived brain can't fathom the Mister maker was looking out of the window and a bird shat on his shoulder. This made me take note...since when did they show that on kids TV?

What happened next had me roaring with laughter. The guy looks up, shakes his fist and goes 'YOU DIRTY BIRD!!'. All I could think of was how much he sounded like Russell Brand.

Certainly made me chuckle!

Tuesday, 20 January 2009

Could today...yesterday have gotten any worse?!

This is a serious moan post....I won't be offended if it's not read!

Woke up and everything was hunky dory. Postman does his thing and I get a letter from Bradford Council about the interview, open it up to find out that they don't want to see me for a second interview. May as well have 'REJECT' stamped on my forehead. Said on the letter to ring up for reasons why but I don't think I will...Bradford is a ball ache to get to so I guess they did me a favour.

Get in the shower and sat on my bed drying my hair, get up to find myself on the floor...I wasn't drunk but had gotten a dead leg. Got a really nice friction burn on the top of my thigh and my pelvis is killing me because I banged my hip on my bedside table. I did have a giggle once I managed to get up but that's because of the tickly pins and needles I had.

I've now got a killer headache...I can't find anything funny about that tho...

I can't complain because these things happen for a reason. I just don't think I should be trusted to go out on my own...

Sunday, 18 January 2009

What? What? Whattttt???

They've moved Millennium Magic...from Cardiff, to Edinburgh..what?? Why not England? What have we done to piss off the organisers??

Utter Madness if you ask me! I'm definitely gonna have to have my car before then, I PROMISED Amanda we'd go once I had my licence and I have it now...fat lot of good it's doing me though, I've had it 2 months now and I'm not using it.

My dad (evil being) keeps tempting me to drive his car even though he knows full well I'm not insured!! One of these days I'll just pick up the car keys and go...who'll be laughing then?!

I'm sure I can beg/do sexual favours for one of my mates who are dotted around the country to hide me...I think I've got a plan there :D

Have to go for lunch with my Dad & my Grandma later today, I'm sooooo looking forward to it. I can see me blogging in a few hours saying 'I've told my Grandma I'm a lesbian to stop her from asking me about if I've got a boyfriend' but then I'd get the 'have you got a girlfriend' questions....jeez!

Don't think my Grandma realises that all a girl needs is good friends and a good vibrator. Relationships aren't worth the hassle. Too many good people get hurt.

Breath of Life

Never had a point of view
'Cause my mind was always someone else's mind
I never had to tell a lie
'Cause I left the choices up to them
Don't know why, but I did

Oh, I want life
Life wants me
To breathe in its love

Take me I'm yours
Now I'm coming up for air
I'm gonna live my time for the rest of my life
Then I'll be coming back for more

I never had to call the tune
'Cause I always drifted with the tide of the moon
I would go out every night
Looking for someone to treat me right
Not a chance, not a hope in this world (world)

Oh, I want life
Life wants me
To breathe in its love

Take me I'm yours (take me)
Now I'm coming up for air (I'm yours)
I'm gonna live my time for the rest of my life
Then I'll be coming back for more
Ooh, ooh

Take me I'm yours (take me)
Now I'm coming up for air (I'm yours)
I'm gonna live my time for the rest of my life
Then I'll be coming back for more
More

Written by Clarke / Bell



One of my favourite songs ever. There's just something about it I can't put my finger or put into words.

Saturday, 17 January 2009

Just a quicky....

Ohhh Matron!

Now I've got the Carry On moment out of my system this is honestly just a quick blog post. It's ten to fooking four!

I'm not impressed. The writing bug has bitten me :(

I know a few people who'd be...happy? Maybe? Hmm, I'm not. I need my sleep but sleeps sweet oblivion seems to be evading me recently. A lot of it is stress from not knowing when I'm going to get back to work as well as still not knowing exactly what happened during my surgery and what will be said about that.

I got some good news today so I'll be able to go to London next Saturday and meet some fab people, I'm looking forward to it and really hope all the regulars can make it.

The weirdest thing happened earlier tonight, I was talking online to some lovely ladies and somehow the conversation ended up being on fanfics and it turns out another person used to go on the same yahoo group I did. It's madness, utter madness and in some bizarre way it doesn't surprise me. After all I met a wonderful group of ladies in my Endo sisters and I'll be meeting a group of lovelies from Luigi's next weekend. Good times.

I was speaking to Jo earlier too and we're definitely gonna head up to Edinburgh on 30th April. Should be a laugh; beer and good company what more does a girl need in life? I am ever so slightly scared of going to Lindisfarne and getting stuck on the island but my sense of adventure is telling me to stop being a wuss and enjoy life. Cos that's what life is all about isn't it? Living life and enjoying every minute of it. One minute you're here, the next you're not. Make the most of each and every single moment, try something new every day, do something that scares you. Just don't get to the end of your life and regret not doing something. I don't wanna look back 5 years down the line when I'm thinking of settling down with a nice man (or woman) and think there's so much I wanted to do and I didn't get to do it.

This year is shaping up to be a pretty mad one. There's the meet next weekend, the endo meet in Leeds in February, the JailBreak in March (www.jailbreak2009.co.uk - please sign up!!!!), Edinburgh in April, The Luigi's camping holiday (I know some of you read this blog girls and WE.ARE.DOING.IT!!!!) in the summer and possibly Cuba with Jo in October.

I'm itching to go to the Edinburgh Festival too in August so it's all going a bit mad this year on the travel front. I really do want to go to Cuba too and that's the one I hope doesn't fall through. God knows I could do with some sun, sea, sand and fun! It's not just that aspect that has an appeal for me. I'd love to be able to tell my kids I went to Cuba while Castro was still living.

Sitting here thinking about it, there's a few places I want to go; Goa, Italy, America, Australia, Go around Europe and most of all I am desperate to go back to Paris. I fell in love with the city when I went in high school.

Anyone fancy being my travel buddy??

xxx

Friday, 16 January 2009

>:s

I'm officially a loser...Instead of being tucked in bed (all on my tod) I'm sat putting new albums on my iTunes.

Theory of a Deadman...Mmmmmm! Love them! Sound like Nickelback did when they first started out.

I think to much. I've noticed that recently, I can be sat and will be deep in thought and then couldn't tell you what I was actually thinking about. Couple of people have been getting far more head space than the actually deserve.

Anyway, some Random Facts about me!

1. Sapphire Clair - Clair is my middle name (yuck) and Sapphire is my birthstone
2. I have slept with someone who was married but I didn't know until his missus was ringing me up...shiiiiiiiiit!
3. I'm 22, 23 in September (22nd, send flowers to.....)
4. I have some weird taste in music
5. I have the horn...Kay you say one word about that and I will not only slap you, but I'll insult the French shit you call a car ;) I'm kiddng Stevie is an awesome little car!
6. I weighed 6lbs 11 ounces when I was born
7. I love Romcoms, give me a film with a happy ending and some slush any day!
8. I miss not having someone to snuggle up to on a night
9. I still see things and go to the person who it reminds me of then stop myself from texting them.
10. I smoke faaaaaar too much
11. I want to live in Italy for a year
12. I love my high heels
13. I'd rather stay at home cuddled up instead of going on the lash in town
14. I always seem to fall for the people who are guaranteed to hurt me
15. I'm terrified that I won't be able to have kids
16. I really need to visit Em in York
17. I need to go out for a night of Vodka & Red bull in Walkabout with Kay
18. I *should* meet up with Amanda, not seen her since the summer
19. I really do think too much
20. I need to sort my head out
21. I have the most intense period pain at the moment
22. I NEED to go get my new tattoo done asap!!

Lis xx